Sex toys don’t work for me anymore so I hired a hooker

Never in a million years did I think I would be writing something like this for the entire world on the internet to read. With so many possible stories that I could have shared, I thought I’d share this mainly because of the fact that I feel like there needs to be more awareness around sex and the norms and taboos that we have created around it.

I am not one for leading an adventurous life and taking a lot of risks but I knew that if I wanted to keep my sexual frustration at bay, I would have to take different measures and boy did I take one.

The entire process of starting out with sex toys and then hopping onto hiring a hooker wasn’t something that I thought I would ever do but here we are. With so much going around in my life, the last thing I wanted was to pound on more stress on myself because of my lack of sexual satisfaction which was exactly why I opted for the sex toys.

How did I get started with sex toys?

I still don’t remember how old I was but I definitely remember that I was fascinated when I first got to learn about the sex toys and the kind of sign they had.

It is one of the turning points in my life that I am definitely going to be thinking back upon.

So, coming down to the main point in this, where it all started. Well, basically, I was probably around in the early twenties or something when I stumbled across the subject of sex toys.

I was not just fascinated but this was something completely new for me that I was learning about. With so many available variants and choices, I was confused and didn’t know what was used for what.

This is one of the primary reasons why I think it is necessary to bring forth more awareness surrounding this issue. Sex toys are meant for self-pleasure or even for use on your partner if you have one. This was something I had a rough and faint idea about but I didn’t know much about their utility.

Then came Google and let me tell you, I was shocked and very intrigued at the same time. With so much happening around in my life and getting to know a new perspective, I thought I’d just do the deed and I found myself placing the online order for some of the sex toys that I wanted to try out.

For the sake of my sanity and yours, I wouldn’t necessarily want to disclose the items of my purchase because let’s keep that barrier and not unravel every single detail around in here.

I still remember the day that I received the package containing the items, I was very hyped to see what the actual hype surrounding the same was and just look around to check whether I got everything or not.

How was my journey with sex toys?

Much like any other new thing, I was excited to try them out. I knew that I had to get the sex toys that were targeted more for self-pleasure because I didn’t have anyone at that time.

This was the reason why I was very selective with my purchase and did my research well and good.

Once I got them delivered to my place, I didn’t waste a moment and worked along to try them out. I did use them at night, so you don’t have to worry about my sanity and desperation.

Let me tell you after you have depended on your hands and fingers for so long, using the toys on yourself is like a breath of fresh air. The sensation that I felt was something I can’t describe around in words.

The pulsating vibration and the feeling of ecstasy all mixed into one and all I wanted was to experience it again. I continued using it for quite some time at a stretch and I was exploring new things every single day and I was so happy with the discoveries I was making about what pleasures me and what sets me off.

I am a huge believer in the fact that you need to focus on finding the things that turn you on and turns you off extensively. And the only way you can do that is by ensuring that you do focus on stepping out of your comfort zone and exploring new things along the way.

I wouldn’t lie, I loved every single phase and moment that involved the sex toys but then like anything new, you get bored and used to it. I think that is exactly what happened with me as well.

With using the sex toys for so long and so frequently, I grew over them which were something that I didn’t think I’d expect that readily.

But, then going from orgasms with the sex toys on a daily basis to nothing the very next days and weeks was quite tough for me.

This was what drove me to finally contact a hooker and hire them.

What was I thinking?

I was feeling adventurous, much like the other times in my life. I don’t technically believe it is the only way to get yourself pleased because it is quite dangerous, what I did.

But, yeah, I did end up hiring a hooker because the sex toys weren’t doing it for me anymore. Let us not go into much details of how I got hold of a hooker’s contact details. Let us just say that I have contacts.

I did call them, set up an appointment and the rest is history. It has been a few days since that day and I am still trying to wrap my head around it. Given that I was so scared, I don’t think I still believe that everything happened that day.

Well, I did hire a hooker and we eventually ended up having sex much like how I anticipated and planned for. At some point, I did even end up questioning my sanity much like how you might be doing while reading this.

But, given that I was so desperate and the sex toys weren’t just enough, I had to take things up in my hand (literally).

I did set up my house accordingly before the said person was about to come. I wanted this to be an enjoyable experience for not just for me but also for the other person. This was the reason why I set everything up beforehand.

Call me crazy but I didn’t want the other person to feel “used” or mistreated, even though that was the basic norm as they would have expected. This was one of the primary reasons why I could see the shock on their face when they entered the bedroom.

All a hooker expects is a quickie and done with it. I didn’t want anything like that. Given that I was hiring that person for the full-blown pleasure, I also wanted to go all out.

But, that doesn’t necessarily mean that there were any feelings involved during the “act” because that was far from our thoughts. Yes, I did treat both of us to have an amazing night but that doesn’t necessarily mean that there was any kind of feelings involved.

Would I do it again?

So, this is one of the first questions that I was asked when I confided in my friends about the recent event in my life.

Yes, I might repeat this again but the only thing that I would do differently this time is to ensure that I keep my safety options checked out.

I was not just desperate but very reckless as well while hiring a hooker just about for some fun in the bedroom. The next time though, I want to ensure that I do it the right way.

I don’t want to take any sort of risks and take the time to ensure that the person I am hiring is actually safe enough and won’t end up making me regret my entire life just for a few hours of fun and adrenaline.

This was a good experience, I won’t lie and the person I hired knew what they were doing, that’s for sure. So, yeah, if asked, I would definitely do it again, provided that I am a little bit safer this time around.

Would the sex toys come back again?

Yeah, this is another thing that I would like to clarify. I am thinking of trying out new toys and even switch things up a bit so I am not so bored all the time.

This is one of the things that I find to be a possible way to get over my boredom with sex toys. I am open to suggestions and if you made it to this point, I hope you don’t be reckless and as desperate as I was.